I think lonliness plays a big part in my life too. I'm not sure how much that affects my attraction to boys, but I feel it is a big part of it. My longing to be with boys is, among other things, a way to relieve my lonliness. The funny part of the whole deal is that I'm a loner by nature. I honestly enjoy solitude. But not all the time. And I dearly love to share my solitude with a boy so I can have his company all to myself. I know that's terribly selfish. The internet has been a great help for me, because it allows me my solitude while at the same time letting me interact with others so I don't feel so alone. Dakota |