Hi again Genghis, I am sure glad you found us here too. I know that my college years would have been WAY different, had I found others to talk to. I even remember being in therapy at one point when I was in high school (I put myself in therapy voluntarily....knowing something was wrong with me) and asking my therapist if there was some kind of 'support group' for people like me. He said that it was a bad idea, that knowing others like me might just encourage me to continue being the way that I am. It might even give me a group that would give me ideas on how to get deeper into my 'bad habits'. So, I remained alone, until I found BC five or so years ago, and this place about two years ago. So, a big welcome to you ,brother. I hope that by being here early in your life that you can avoid some of the pain that many of us have suffered. You are not alone. Love, Ben |