Re: I missed out as well
Submitted by Splash! on January 28 2002 16:14:05
In reply to I missed out as well submitted by Jules on January 27 2002 12:47:52
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Like you I didn't start until I'd already started having nocturnal emissions at about 13. I decided to try it because I heard other boys talking about it. I had no idea at that time that some of them were probably doing it much younger, but having read more recently (here and elsewhere) about early masturbation being so common, I've realised that there must be some specific reason why I wasn't doing it. I don't even remember having nocturnal emissions. It probably would've freaked me out, and I don't remember anything like that. If it did happen, it wasn't "enough" to make me worry. The first time I had an orgasm I was in a friend's bedroom and ran out as fast as I could to get to the bathroom. I thought I had to go pee REAL bad! I was very surprised at what came out; though, immediately I knew what it was. My friends had talked about it. I was a man! From what the experts say about it natural self-exploration in infancy, I can only conclude that at a very early age, before I can remember now, my parents caught me doing it and told me not to. That fits with my parents' general view on sexual propriety, nudity, etc. (It's interesting that I've now gone totally the other way and enjoy being naked, and never more so than with other people, at the pool, on a naturist beach, and so on, but that's off topic for now...) My mother thinks she caught me doing it at a very early age. I must've came out of the bath tub with an erection. She said something like "shame on you!" I looked down at myself and couldn't figure out what she was talking about. What did I do? Do I wish I'd started younger? Well, what I really wish is that I'd never been stopped! I wonder what kind of trouble I would've gotten into if I had started earlier. Some of the older kids in my neighborhood were having boy-girl orgies. I probably would've become one of the gang. I probably would've experimented with other boys at an earlier age. Who knows what kind of effect that would've had on me as an adult? Splash |
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