Hehe, yes, Haley is very talented. I just felt more connected to Macauley for a number of reasons. I also rarely share that part of me, partly becasue it is so intangible. It's hard to explain in terms of a traditional problem. There is no pill to take or clear path that will lead to a resolution. It doesn't even seem like a problem until it is crushing me. At other times it is hard to even convince myself that it is real, much less think it is worthwhile to seek help or advice. I have also avoided sex (or even kissing) so far. It would seem odd to do it just out of curiosity, even if there were no moral issues involved. It seems like there would be some sort of literature to read to help me (us) understand how to do it "right," but I have a feeling it will still be quite obvious. Oh well, I would hope that I would find someone who would be more comforted than alarmed. |