Jack, I used to get these kind of paranoid thoughts too. What I have come to learn is that the people in the world who are the MOST suspicious that something might be 'up' is US. Most people don't jump to the conclusion that someone is attracted to children. It is off most radar screens unless there is a reason for it to be on. So, I have long ago stopped thinking these kind of thoughts. For some reason, nobody has ever let on to even a hint of suspicion about me. Not that there is any reason for them to. I have never done anything to deserve it. I will say though that some BOYS have seen it in my eyes. Still, I've never had one say anything about it. Most of the time they are flattered. You are not alone. Love, Ben |