Dear Ben, A great deal of anger and frustration just dissipated as I read your post(s). God bless you, Ben. I know I have a long way to go and a lot of wounds that need healing. I'm sorry to hear that you are suffering loneliness at this time as well - I wish I could reach through the monitor and give you a hug. I will pray for you and for TJ as well. Thank you for all your prayers and encouragement. Love in the Lord, J |