As you can see i didn't get my wish granted, so Im still alive.....I still feel the same way like I did yesterday but since God wont make my prays come true......I've have no other choice than to keep living this horrible life!!!!!! this is a quote from one of my songs: Oh God please help me, Im all torn down in misery, Oh God can't you see, Im not the man that Im supposed to be And if I am there's a hole lot of things I don't understand Maybe I don't want to loose my mind You know that i wont survive Please reach out for me and take my hand 'cause Im a worn out man only when IM with you IM not a man in doubt Why did you pick me to carry this cross of misery? I guess that you knew that with out you love I could never do and now that that you've seen that you can get me down why don't you set me free? |