Re: My girlfriend
Submitted by Nash on April 3 2002 12:50:16
In reply to My girlfriend submitted by Ben on April 2 2002 07:02:13
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Hello Ben, I know how you feel and others here as well. I have always wanted to be married and have my own kids, to have a family, to have somebody to come home to and be with, but like a lot of others, i am more attracted to boys than women, and love them more. I am sure i can love a woman, but know she will never have all of my truest, deepest love as i have for boys.I have been single most of my life now, i sometimes complain about how lonely i am and wish i had a relationship, but know i can not because it would not be fair to her. To help fill that void in my life, my job consists of working with boys. I work with boys who have been abused, neglected or abandoned. I love them and care for them a lot, having them in my life and helping them fills my heart with joy. Having them hug me when i come to work is such a great feeling, to be loved by a boy is the best thing in the world. So i know i will probably never be married and have my own kids and will be single all my life, but as long as i have boys in my life, it will be better and more bearable. I guess i am like others here, we are single because our love for boys is greater than anything else, besides our love for Jesus of course. Take care. Nash |
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