My story is much like yours, except I'm 21 and have never been intimate with anybody before. After spending some months here, the issue of attraction to boys has become less prevalent in my life. I guess before I came here I thought of myself as some sort of monster who could only do harm. However, there are other people here who have felt the same way about boys and are doing good things. I know that it is very hard, and depression can be so incredibly strong at times that it is difficult to continue. I hope that you do, though, and that this place can be a blessing for you like it has been for me. Hopesalive |