I've been in some real bad spots before, and though yours does sound pretty bad, please believe me when I say that time will heal these things. It's real hard to imagine anything changing when you're in the middle of it, but time does dull memories and provides opportunites to go in new directions. Who knows, tomorrow could take you somewhere new, or maybe the next day. But how will you know if you say goodbye today? I would've never imagined that I'm at where I am today (in a much better place), but it happened. Time took me here, and the grace of God of course. Thank God I was curious to wait it out and see where I'd end up. Aren't your curious too? It really is an amazing thing to see. Time, honest to God, changes things. Please wait around and see!! Don't be defeated -- you can be the victor over it all. Splash |