Snowball - All I can say is that I've been there...many, many times. There isn't anything that can help other than knowing two things. In your life, should you choose to continue living it, there will be hundreds of people who will be touched in some simple way by your presence. Whether you hold open a door for some old lady, whose day is then made or a boy is helped by your love for him, you WILL make a difference. If you'll listen I'll share a really good story, but I'll wait for your reply to see if you are interested. I'm praying for you my friend. You are NOT alone. Love, Ben |