Hi Andrew, Thanks for finding the courage to post. It is important sometimes for others to know that there are many more reading the posts than it seems based on who replies. One suggestion for you is to write your thoughts out offline in WORD (or whatever) and to have some time to think and edit what you write. Then you can paste it into a post when you feel ready. There is a pressure involved in being online when you post that sometimes is intimidating. I hope to hear from you soon. You are not alone. Love, Ben |