are interesting. And FOD has a great peice of advice... Don't be so hard on yourself. And I truly belive it's ok to have attractions to whomever you do... I mean if this woman really loved you, and you looked at another woman and said, "Wow, I find her attractive." It's not doing anything wrong. This woman would still love you. And would you love her? My first serious girl friend knew I was a BL. Before we started going out. And she loved me reguardless of the fact that I was attracted to boys. And you know something interesting? Because of our love, I found myself more and more attracted to her. In so many different ways. We eventually broke up. But right now, I'm going out with a girl. We have the same interests. We laugh all the time. We enjoy each other's company. And when I see her, my heart lifts and a smile breaks across my face. Who else to would be better to call my girlfriend? RIght? And if we end up getting married, I can't wait for the wedding day... and night. Because we have to see sex as what God wanted it to be. A thing that bonds a man and his wife together. A wonderful action that allows two people to "KNOW" each other as no one else knows them. Make sense? And that's why I can't wait till I find a woman I can call my wife. So I can KNOW her. SO I can grow old with her. So I can praise my God with her. Sincerely, Huckster |