It's my birthday on lucky June 13th. Just waned to say thanks to you all for being here. This year has treated me well. I'm spending this birthday with a couple friends. The last couple years, I was relatively alone. I'm still probably not a perfect follower of God, but I like to feel that each day I'm striving to understand. I'm trying, which is more than I could say a couple years ago, when I first arrived at this board, a kid full of hatred and pent-up frustration, whose worst fear was himself and the possability that he didn't have control. Well, he's had control, and now control is uneccesary. I'm happy now. I've been quiet lately, I get the feeling that I've said almost everything I could say, that I don't have much to contribute to the board anymore. I haven't exactly studied the Bible since I was a little kid, and when I got to church, I sometimes feel bored (and feel a pang of guilt for feeling boared.) Ahh well, nobody's perfect :) |