Nah, thats cool, I respect your hoenesty and appreciate you taking the time to reply. You are fortunate that you don not get "those thoughts" . Sadly, I struggle with "those thoughts" those relating to wanting to hug the boy, hold him, kiss, him, care for him, love him and befriend him, are always present. But sadly, sexual thoughts are always lurking someone behind me, just waiting to pounce. And thats why I hate myself and my feelings. May I ask how old you are? No need to answer if you don't want. Im just wondering if you are much old then me hence, perhaps you are "less horny" for lack of a better term, then me. |