Thanks that's comforting. I'm going totally insaine at the moment, I don't know who or what I am anymore. I think the countless years of mood altering, anti-depressant and anti-epileptic drugs have finally caught up with me. I hate being who I am; I hate what I am and I hate living a double life. I need to find that rest in the embrace of God's unconditional love, unfortunately it seems to be alluding me at the moment. |