Re: Curiuos

Do you think this may be the cause of your attraction to boys? Besides one very fuzzy memory of something happening with my much older sister's friend, I seriously doubt I was molested, and further doubt it would've influenced my attraction for boys. There were already many other family/friend relationship factors involved that led me to be this way, plus a mixed-up perception of love and sex. I think mostly I just want(ed) to be loved and understood, and because of life-experiences, for some reason I think I can only get true love and understanding from boys around 14 years old and under. And that desire for intimacy with "other boys" (?) somehow straddles a fine line between wanting to love (or be loved) and sexual attraction.