...is quite deliberate, cause it's almost a terrific sermon on it's own. I cannot add or take away anything from what you've said. What I will add it that at 17 my life was a mess, constant swearing etc, problems at home etc. I joined a "Saints Alive" course still a christian, but looking to learn more. On the last week of the course I got baptised in the Holy Spirit, after a struggle ridding me of inner demons, blocking God's love from getting through. My life changed instantly, I noticed swearing from other people more, as if I'd never heard it before, my yf's of the time, who were kids from the soccor club I helped out at noticed a change in me as well. I was more timid, didn't swear, didn't want to rough around play, but that grew back later. It was a further 6 months before my Baptism by Total Immusion & my family were there to see it. I have stumbled along the road to heaven ever since, going down many, many wrong turns & even travelling that long wide road of the world, but God picks me up, dusts me off & sets me back on the narrow way to heaven everytime I repent & that's what really keeps me going. I have a very open relationship with God, he knows me, everything about me, everything I do in public & in secret & I hide nothing from him. Talking to him in the street, walking around the shops, laying on my bed at night. I can hide nothing from him, but I know that he understands, loves me, accepts me whatever I've done. So I'd just like to say that he is the Greatest friend in the world. TTYS - Halo (saved by love) |