oh, and to answer your question...
Submitted by Splash! on 2002-10-22 04:11:48, Tuesday
In reply to I could stay awake just to hear you breathing... submitted by Splash! on 2002-10-22 03:56:57, Tuesday
| The only thing I can suggest for you to TRY and get some sleep is to turn your back to him and try your best to ignore him, if possible. Maybe play the radio (preferably instrumental music -- not love songs) to get your mind on other things, if possible. Say some prayers (not about him) and fall asleep talking with God. The only other solution is to make him sleep somewhere else, or for you to sleep somewhere else. Though, I remember my YF coming over one night with his sleeping bag, looking up at me, smiling, and saying, "I guess I won't be needing this." Young boys do like the feeling of being close to someone who loves them. And so do adult men. I also remember placing pillows in my bed, and sleeping on one side of the bed (instead of the middle), feeling that lump in the bed and getting lost in the thought that he was sleeping beside me on the nights that he wasn't there. (I've also done this in regards to girlfriends as well, by the way). I wish you well in your quest for sleep. I know the feeling, and it's something that one doesn't want to miss one moment experiencing. Talking with God until you fall asleep might be the best solution -- if you are indeed looking for one. ;) |
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