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Submitted by Halo on 2002-11-4 05:36:39, Monday
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Nothing much to write about over the last two days, very little controversy & some touching moments. On Saturday, I met up with El & Pichu, Pichu wasn't around for long, but I wandered around with El for a while. He didn't extort really anything out of me. We got food, sweets etc, cause he said "you said you don't mind spending money on those things", at least hardly anything from me, went on machines. Get this, he even spent money on ME! - He asked me if I wanted to ride the simulator with him & HE PAID the $4.50 to ride it. He's started to trust me a bit more, he said to me "I don't know why I don't trust you", this seems to be progress. We also linked hands for the 5 mins duration of the program. He's happy & more relaxed in my company alone now! We also saw xXx together in the movie theatre. I did pay for the film, but we have a special 2 for 1 offer for staff, so it didn't cost any extra. We also got a super large coke, which we shared with the same straw & a bag of sweets each. I'm glad that I saw the film, we didn't speak much, as we were glued to the action on screen. Wow what a film! It over-ran & I had 4 mins to change for work. It was raining & my cellphone wasn't working well & he couldn't phone mum. I gave him a dollar to get a drink & that was all. I raced back to my room in true secret agent speed, through the driving rain, to find that my keys were not there. I phoned work, it cut out. Damn. I raced back to the theatre, popped into work to briefly explain & dashed back to my room & got changed. I thought I was cut out for this special agent stuff, but forgetting my keys, man, I gotta work on that one. I saw him later on, the ATM's were out of action (yippee), I didn't get any food during my break, but again spent a dollar on him for something to eat. Saw them briefly yesterday. Pichu popped in to work I was so glad to see him, but my nerves instantly got shot to pieces. "Are you still coming to Celadon tomorrow (pokemon place name)?" - "yes" - He wasn't working today & had come especially a long way from his home in the next town to tell me. "I'm here with El" - "Where is he?" - "Outside on the bench" - Aghh, there he was, I waved, he acknowledged. Despite what people may think, I know that God is in charge of everything that is going on in this situation. My trust is in him & I do believe that his love can change even the hardest of hearts, so El's is not impossible. He is listening to Pichu & changes his attitude towards me, slowly, I hope that this will lead to him being more open with me & trusting me to love him more. Halo |
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