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The last few days (semi-long)


Submitted by Halo on 2002-11-18 05:26:56, Monday


Haven't worked out as planned.

During my last post, they were calling a break. When I got to see Pichu, Brock & Elekid, things temporarily had a different ending, but bear with me on this one.

Thursday: Went to home-town & further discussed the text message with Pichu & Brock alone. El was around, but didn't seem to have much interest in it. Brock spent some time talking to me & I agreed to clean up my act, which had been rather shabby for a protector & unprofessional comments were to be buried in the ground.

Brock decided that I was telling the truth about why I worked with them & decided to make friends again. Pichu also agreed on those terms.

I used the last few days to test Elekid's feelings, it may seem cruel what I did, but it worked.

After seeing Brock home, I left Brock's brother in El & Pichu's hands & went home. Elekid kept phoning asking me to hang around, but it was going to be another 2 hrs before he came out & I wasn't staying. I switched my cellphone off & met up with "L" & the other co-stars from our film.

I tried on my "costume" which is designed to make me look like a tough guy & more of the "hollywood" style "Protector" rather than a simple bl. I also had a couple of drinks. Elekid phoned L several times & L denied all knowledge of seeing me. Elekid was very worried about my disappearance, I wasn't too concerned. We came up with a story to tell him when I met him later.

On the way to the arcade, I turned on my phone, got two texes & two voice calls, the calls said that his mum had gone out & it was okay for me to come around. The 2nd one repeated it with an added "love ya". They were sent two hours before.

I arrived at the arcade, the 14yo friend sat on his own watching Elekid & Pichu on the machine. He saw everything that happened next. Any doubts about Elekid's true feelings should have been quashed here!

He saw me & unprovoked, threw his arms around me saying "Where were you, I've been so worried about you. I thought you'd left me for good." Pichu also said he was getting worried as well. I went with my story which was bought. (I said I'd eaten, had a couple of drinks, my battery had died & I'd collapsed & went to sleep exhausted.)

I don't know what the 14yo made of it, but he should've seen that Elekid has real feelings for me. (The 14yo doesn't trust me at all.)

The night ended with a couple of drinks, between me & Elekid. I asked him if he dreamed about me. The answer came in a fit of giggles, possibly showing he has fantacies of sort involving me. But don't read too much into that one. I was of stable mind & after one drink he said I could cuddle him as much as I wanted on the train if I got him another. I took full advantage of his offer, knowing well I was in control of the situation.

After seeing him home, pleased with the first test, I went back to L & we talked about Elekid. L really believes that Elekid is in love with me not just with me for the money. Brock had expressed earlier in the day "I don't know what you've done to Elekid, but he's changed since he's been with you. He's never send any a tex saying "I love you", especially to a man?"

Me & L went through compulsive improvisation. Making up a scene as we went along, changing roles & discussing the results. L was pleased with my efforts being a first time actor.

Friday: No phone calls, so I went to fix my bike. Elekid phoned late in the day & met me. The bike repair cost $5.00 only (not bad eih), Pichu also fixed his free of charge. The I got my tyre pumped up at a car repair outlet, offering free air & water. Pichu hadn't been paid, his department had screwed up, so I helped him sort it out or try to, before we all parted company for work.

Saturday: Elekid upset me from the first minute today. I met him out of work, we walked, then he just kept ringing me, 6 times in total whilst standing next to him. I got peed off & walked away from him. I ignored another 4 calls & went to my room.

A couple of hours later, he turned up with Pichu, they both came into my room & sat down. Elekid seemed not bothered too much by his actions, but turned the story against me. "I don't know why, he just walked off." Pichu left, anxious to get going, much to the annoiance of Elekid, who wanted to lay down. Pichu went to work & I played snooker with Elekid.

In the snooker room, he hit me with an unexpected comment "you didn't say hello to me today". Had I caused the phonecalls & blamed it on him? I felt really down, but Elekid wasn't too worried, asking me to cheer up. Upon parting today, he'd only had $4.00 off me. He won with the first $2.00 & I agreed to let him keep the winnings.

Sunday: Completely ignored Elekid today, from the start (this was after church). Joined Pichu & Brock, as it would be the last time they'd see me. I played pool with Brock, thrashing him 3-1 (I was quite embarrased about how well I played). We also engaged in some more talking about Elekid & re-injured myself playing 2v1 wrestling with Pichu & Brock. Pichu doesn't weigh very much, but gives as good as he gets. Brock throws his weight into it, but I wasn't complaining about tustling with either of them. It's a sign of trust that they have with me.

Pichu said he wasn't shy about it anymore & they both enjoy it. I'd prefer it on grass, as the concrete side streets can be hard if you fall on them. I later saw both of them off. It may be two weeks before I see them again, as I'm going home for a few days (every week til Xmas).

Briefly saw Elekid, before my break. He wanted to know what I was doing today. I told him. He was a bit lossed for words. "That means I won't see you till next Friday". It'll actually be two weeks, as I go straight to work next Friday from home, Saturday he & Pichu have an engagement, Sunday I've got soccor & Monday I go home again.

This will test all of them to see how they can cope without me their "ATM" being around. I'm hoping they'll realise what a good friend I really have been to them while I'm gone!

Don't know what to make of what's to come. Will be seeing Ginger for the first time in months & we have lots to discuss. I will still be online updating everything. Maybe Ginger will provide something that Elekid hasn't so far, friendship without the any further finacial costs.

Halo


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