Confusing conversations
Submitted by Halo on 2002-11-21 09:00:43, Thursday
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Spending time away from Elekid has been good & relaxing, but if anyone thought that he just forgets about me when I'm not around should read on. He phones me at least twice a day, asking me to speed up my return. He's spending time with one of his other friends a shy 19yo mate, who he's been sleeping over with the last few nights. They've been to see HP2 as I have, but more on that soon. Rattata wants to get in on the conversation when we speak, often shouting down the phone "I love you" to Elekid, which I have to explain away. He doesn't seem bothered though. Last night he rang very late & my goodness he did everything he could to embarrase his poor buddy. "Halo my friends got a problem with his .... can you speak to him about it". (Background: No El, don't tell him). EL: "It's okay he knows about these things." - His mate: "It's okay Halo, I've had a bath & the problem should get better soon." Elekid then went on calling his mate to share the mattress with him. "Saying you did last night" - "But last night was different", he also embarressed him by making other sexual comments about his mate, aimed in my direction, laughing. His mate called over "Ignore him Halo, he's just being mental as usual" I took no real notice of it anyway. Elekid also seemed to try to make me jealous in a way "My mate loves me, he cuddles me, cause he loves me...as a friend of course" - Mate: "What are you talking about El, I want to go to sleep now". I hear him withholding a pillow, beconing his mate to sleep next to him. They also talked about his mates gf or a girl he fancies. It really was a strange conversation. But he kept asking when I'd be back on Friday, wanting to meet me etc. Also begging me not to return home again on Monday (actually filming begins next Tuesday for my part, again more on that soon). It made me think that maybe Elekid really is in love with me, really misses me & does not want me just for my money. The 3 hours in my room on Monday were spent without a mention of currancy at all & he wanted to me to go further in our friendship than just a normal friendship, which again made me think "what's really stopping him sleeping over, cause he showed no fear of anything & so would have nothing to be afraid of if he slept over". Maybe he plans to stay Monday night or maybe during work nights, it will be difficult, but will save him travelling the 5 miles to & from home to get to work every night/morning. Back to home issues: I went to the flicks with Rattata, we met Ginger & his mate there. Ginger has taken up smoking & does the leaf on occasions as well. He seemed nervous at me offering to pay for his seat along with his mate, who we really couldn't leave out. Ginger insisted that he sat next to me (maybe he still has feelings for me as well), he did occasionally lean against me, but not too close. The film HP2, I thought was excellent. I haven't read the books, Ron's twin brothers look cool, despite them being around 16yo's. The little guy with the camera is definately a cutie. On the bus home we chatted openly about the money scam. He did pay back a couple of mates for some leaf he'd got of them, that totalled $275, the rest he said was just for him & he spent it on food & his mates (who disappeared as soon as the money ran out - hint to me). I also got involved with a conversation on the bus between a kid, his mate & his sister on Grunge. The kid was a 7th grader "What's that guy's name from Slipknot" said his sister "Corey......" said the boy, "Taylor" I replied to him. "Yeh, thats it Corey Taylor" he said continuing to his mate "He's a grunger". They also talked a bit about other bands "Stone Sour" (Corey's other group), Korn, Red Hot Chilli Peppers etc. He seemed to acknowledge my help & interest in the subject. I'll probably never see them again though, but I was around to help. Ginger kept saying quietly "Grunge is gay, grungers are gay Halo" I guess being a rap-music fan he's feeling a bit alone now the grunge scene has exploded on today's youth. Later at the shop before we went home, I got him a DtPepper, as I was buying Rattata one. His responce I didn't expect. "I can't accept this from you, not after what I did to you. No, Halo I can't really." I assured him it was okay, he felt very small & undone by my forgiveness shown through a can of drink. I still want a 1-2-1 with him, maybe it'll have to wait. Speaking to Rattata about the missing role in our film, which the director was going to have to play, following Elekid & Pichu's absententions from the role, he took great interest in it. I told him the basics about the role & also the difficulty surrounding him, staying on location for two weeks. He doesn't go to school, so that isn't a problem & spending most of his time indoors it would be a great opportunity for him to expand his career options. He spoke to L on the phone today, he's gonna look into getting some accomodation for him locally, I really hope it works out, cause he's really excited about it & has the permission of his mum, my gf to play the part & to spend the time away from home, if a place for him to stay can be found. As for my thoughts on Elekid, I'll see how things work out this weekend, it'll really be Monday before we can spend any proper time together, as both of us have engagements this weekend, that'll keep us apart from each other. We'll see how things go. Thanks again for all replies, please keep them coming, they're all a great help to me. Tks - Halo |
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