So if he allowed me to become this way, why would he deny me happiness in that lifestyle? Why does it have to be God that made you have those feelings? Personally, I see MUCH more reason to blame my physical father than my spiritual one. No matter anyways, my desires are wrong. Satan has found a way to try to tempt me. To pull me from God. He loves to nudge my shoulder and say, "hey look, other christians are fine with it, why don't you just give in?" I have one thing to say to that: "He who is within me is GREATER than he who is in the world!." God Bless RF |