You show proof here of personality disorders of which paranoic delusion is the mildest so please, for your own sake, get psychiatric help ASAP! You don't have to live in that torment and stress. Wouldn't it feel better not having to fear that there are evil christians lurking under your bed at night? With counselling and proper medication you can live a good life too. Free of your feelings of persecution from non-existant threats and maybe even free from your fantasies about carrots? I do understand your struggle with reality but one day, I'm sure, it will meet you:) Questioner |