During my days in BB...
Submitted by Halo on 2002-12-30 09:00:05, Monday
In reply to The Anchor (A long post) submitted by Mavrick on 2002-12-28 09:25:20, Saturday
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...we used to sing this song in church (BB - Boys Brigade), I think it was the BB's hymn. Anyway, I've linked this page to the lyrics, so I don't break any copyright laws. I really thank you for your post, it is a very heart moving one & I'm really glad that you & JR are really there for each other & that your faith is the strongest part of your relationship. Your story as with a few others I've read are what true BL relationships should be about. LOVE. When I started posting here I hoped that I would be like a councellor replying to peoples problems with loving replies. But the incidents with Elekid seemed to show that I needed help & guidance as much as anyone else here. People at work & home still see me as a source of comfort & strength, especially my good colleague P who's been with me thoughout my time there. I've helped him with many things & L knows everything there is to know about me & also tried his best to put up with my constant rambling about Elekid, Ginger etc. Ginger looks to be still attracted to me in that way, going by the brief meetings between us since I've been home. And hopefully the power of temptation will not lead us astray again. He also relies on me for emotional support. In the past, during the time when he was having big problems at home, a Key Worker visited his house & asked him if he had anyone he could talk to with his problems. He said "yes". He didn't mention my name to her, but he told me about it, which brought a great feeling in my heart. I know this may sound strange, but dreams seemed to have played a major part in key events regarding Ginger & Elekid. I know from Ginger's original story back in June, his dream saw me as an attacker, I can only assume that Elekid had the same dream that fateful night before he phoned. Metro was the only one to completly dismiss the dream, as I was so far away, it didn't bother him too much. But his description of it seemed to conincidental to be a one off. It did frighten him a lot. I had a similar one involving my good friend P at work. He was intrieged about it (as he's into Astrology & other dangerous things like that) & wanted to know why it freaked me out. I think the key was that the dream was a sexual nightmare, an attack by someone in each of our dreams by someone we regarded as our closest friends. Which would explain the reactions of two young emotionally needy people. My thoughts & prayers will be with you, Maverick & JR, and I pray that The Lord will strenghten you further in the tests ahead. Love Halo [Anonymizer] [NetHUSH] [Megaproxy] [subDIMENSION Anonymizit] [Linkbeat] [freeProxy] [@nonymouse] [BlackCode] |
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