Sad or regretful or ......
Submitted by Forgiven on 2003-01-19 05:04:36, Sunday
In reply to A survey submitted by Drifter on 2003-01-18 17:33:22, Saturday
| I agree with Dakota - it's somewhere between b and c, but only if you widen the question; it's not that often that I feel really SAD about being a BL - especially at the moment when I have some really positive relationships with some 'YF's (OK, so they're 21 / 22, but they fill the role of YF in my life.....). But sometimes the regret does get to me; it would be nice to be 'normal' - to not have to worry about how I appear to others, about what I am saying because of what it might say about what I really am. And I worry that things will only get worse; my present YFs will get girlfriends / wives / kids and I will largely disappear from their lives. But for the moment I seem to have found a good place! |
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