Greetings, Drifter. d.) Well, depression runs in the family like bushfires, so I can get cannoned about pretty much anything quite regularly. I do get especially upset when things happen to tear my YF's and I apart.... but I was recently reminded, by a friend, that God brings people into and out of our lives to bring us closer to him. That bit of info made quite a difference in my life this weekend. I guess I have no choice but to be glad that the Lord made me a bl, after all, with his help it can be a true blessing. Although I do quite frequently feel saddened that I probably won't have a son of my own, or as Forgiven pointed out, be normal. Sometimes I can't help but envy those people who are 'normal'.... especially when they think that they have a problem with self control. At least they're allowed to kiss their gf's! Sorry.. got a bit...well... *sigh* I could be wrong. Earth! Always, Brother Paul. |