Re: A survey
Submitted by hopesalive on 2003-01-20 02:34:38, Monday
In reply to A survey submitted by Drifter on 2003-01-18 17:33:22, Saturday
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Well, this is a little bit confusing to answer. I've been noticing more and more that I'm not exactly a BL. I mean, I kinda am. I think boys are beautiful and should be cared for and all. But... I know this is sounding sick, but I am still kinda more wanting an AF than a YF. I'm 22, so I'm way too old and ugly for that, I know. Anyway, because of that, I wouldn't say I feel espescially sad about being a BL, hehe. Of course, it's not always nice that what I want is something I can never have. I do love people, but sex still seems gross to me. Girls, despite what adults may say, do have cooties! If you were asking me to put a letter on being a AFL, I'd say f. I have forced myself to sleep for two days to keep from being awake. Sometimes I have these dreams where somebody understands everything, including what I am, and they still love me like that. You know how I mean, right? Like more than a friend, but not something gross like a bf. I don't mean to be all melodramatic! I'm fine, and enough people pointlessly worry about me already. I just thought maybe I should let you know that I'm not exactly a BL, but I still kinda find this place familiar. I love all of you. :) Hopesalive |
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