Hi Drifter, I know, I know....it's a simple question, and the answer should be simple. Well, I hope this dosen't get too drawn out. Had you asked that question roughly five years ago (before I was aquanted with the internet at all), I would have given you the answer: e. daily or f. all the time But now, my answer is much better.... C. Once in a while The reason it is different is that I know that I am not alone, and need not live in isolation anymore. Because I have friends, brothers in Christ, who are B.L.'s, I have been able to persue my faith and my relationship with God. And THAT, my friend, makes all the differance in the world. I am free to see myself as a Child of God first, and a B.L. second....the same way God see's us. I still get depressed when I see the kind of life I've always wished I could have....a family and children I could call my own. But just knowing that I, too, am a loved and valued child of the living God, is enough to take that away. There is also the fact that no Christian belongs to this world in which we all must live...so that gets fairly depressing sometimes, but that is something we share with all of God's family. I hope that helps, brother. Love in Christ Jesus, Chris |