Chris, Thanks for the prayers and the kind thoughts. I know that God is always with me, but it still is hard. I saw both of the boys today at school. I wanted to go to them and give them both big hugs and tell them that I love them, but I can't. I have to stay away. It's just not fair! Why is she doing this? We haven't done anything wrong. Andy told Dad that when we are making advances on Satan that he comes after us and trys to make things rotten for us. Well, he's doing a good job here. Dad keeps telling me to be patient and pray, but I have a hard time being patient. I want to see them NOW, not later. I can't stop thinking about them. I know it sounds wierd, but I want to be with them all the time. JR |