I understand. I skipped through a lot of it too. You are right that it is like a lot of Christians. I know some people who are nice to me, but it kinda stinks knowing that if I was ever completely honest with them, they'd probably never talk to me again. Including family (maybe espescially). That's why I think maybe I should be here. Maybe I'm more boy than BL, but I know that there are good people that I can become a better Christian with. Sorry to hear that recovery is slow. I've had 3 surgeries, but it sounds like you had more than that all at once. God bless and I love you. |