False accsations, false arrests, heartache and....
Submitted by Uncle M on 2003-03-23 10:52:50, Sunday
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This is the first time I have been able to come to this website. I spent several hours last night reading some of posts here. I am glad this site is here for us. It's too bad that I found, or rather was told about it, too late. My name is not to be put up here. You can call me Uncle M. That's the best I can do. I am Mavrick's brother, Jr's Uncle. I am the one that Mavrick talked about in one of his posts dealing with total honesty. I disagree with him, finding myself having to agree with many of the replies. I have been those situations before, where revieling that I am a boylover would not be the best thing for me or my family. I have, however, had my share of problems, temptations and setbacks. In so many of the posts here I see the same things happening to you that have happened to me. The false accusations, the false arrests, the heartache and the pain. The rejection by friends and family. I spent time reading about Chris, this at JR's suggestion. Then I read about the betrayl of Ghenis (?) by his best friend. And Oliver, Drifter, Halo, Splash and many more. I have finally, finally found a home. However, I am unable to make use of this site on a regular basis. Like Chris, I too have been restricted on my internet useage. I must have a computer at home for the requirements of my job, but there is a limiter in place resticting where I can go. OH, I could get around it, but why give them ammo? I can use the computer at the Library. What, for you, is the most difficult thing about being a bl? The hardest thing for me is the temptations that come my way. The timing is always right, no one is around but me and the boy. The desire, overwhelming. The only thing I can do is run. The bible tells us to resist the devil and he must flee. But it's resisting that is hard. I have NEVER had intiment relations with a child, and I never will, by the grace of God. But the temptations............ I have come to stay with my brother and his son during this time. For all the times that I went through the same thing, for all the sleepless nights that he sat up with me jsut to talk, for the times that he has defended me when I have had to face our parents, for the love that is always there, how can I can anything less for him than what he has done for me? Hopefully I will be able to visit here more often. I will have make a request of my P.O. to review the site. If he is in agreement, then I will be back. If he is not, then I will be back at a later time. God Bless Uncle M. |
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