Okay... Urge to kill... rising.....

Okay... let's think about this... oh how I hate thinking... but this is not about me. ... uh... okay.... all right.... er... umm..... oh shit. Re-reading your post I can only deduct that you are serious about all this. Dude, perhaps you could just...like... work this thing out with the other person.... or organise with the webmasters to arrange your posts you that the other guy doesn't have to read them (ignore). The Lord (and a few others) know what's going on in your life at present, dude. But please don't allow yourself to be shut out ... and don't shut yourself out to others. Do not let your injured heart grow thick and lifeless in a steel-strong scab. ...if you truely intend to leave.. and make no more posts here, then please do not stop reading the posts at least. You may still help others here yet... just not in the spotlight. And the lion slips below the grassline, the wind covering his tracks. Praying for you dude. Earth! Out. Brother Paul.