Return To Innocence
Submitted by Pendragon on 2003-03-30 02:13:30, Sunday
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Hello All, It has been a long time since I have posted at the board but I wanted everyone to know that I am back, at least for now. I couldn't think of a subject so hence the "return" seemed appropriate and "innocence" seemed somehow also appropriate. Well. I can't say I really know the reason for my return. As I posted over 2 years ago when I left my youth group at church it was a hard and tormenting decision but I felt God pulling me away from that piece of my life. Life has not been easy since then even though I have kept in contact with my original crew (graduating from Jr. High this June!!!). My heart is still with the 3/4 grade youth. I recently went back and when the boys saw me they all cheered (even just to see me for a night). What bliss. I listened to a boy learning the books of the Bible that I had never met before and just to listen to him try and watch his face and help him through me back to the joy I have had since I was 14 myself starting in DVBS! I don't know. I guess I am just torn and since there is no one in my life to talk to I turn here to you. Please pray for me and decisions to be made, or post a reply. God Bless, Pendragon "Mirror in the sky what is love? Can the child within my heart rise above?" -FM |
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