Dear Tedd, As I think I said before, they are truly fortunate to have you with them right now. It is going to take some time, maybe a lot of time (and a lot of prayer), but life will smooth out gradually. Try to keep all of the good and happy memories of Josh in your hearts and your faith with God. I am still praying for you, Tedd, and your "family". I'm sure God is watching over all of you. Your's in Christ's Love, Chris |