Hi Popabear - Glad that you stopped by. I am Jewish also (surprised?) and am very proud of that fact. However Judaism has played more of a cultural role in my life than a spiritual one. Indeed, like most American reform Jews by beliefs in God were basically agnostic. You might want to check below to see some of my posts from a month or two ago that will recap the journey that I have been on. To make a long story short, God decided to show himself to me through messengers that a BL can understand the best: Twin, blonde, eleven year old boys :) I guess I would have to write for a while here to convince you that I am not fanatical, not soul searching (anymore than any normal BL would) and NOT taking advantage of a wonderful situation. My life has REALLY changed in the most remarkable ways, thanks to the heart of a Christian friend. If for no other reason than to learn more, stick around this board and listen to some things to see what you think. Unfortunately, boychat has gotten to be like a crowded theatre: Not much chance of intimate discussions any more. You are not alone. Ben |