The true me............
Submitted by wzzzy on April 06 1999 at 02:08:20
In reply to Anyone agree with Triple-Q (from BC)? Submitted by d on March 31 1999 at 12:13:11
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Good morning d...... When I found BC way back in ancient times...I was a firm believer in my head that sex with boys was ok...but in my heart I knew better....(I have been a Christian since my 16 year here on this earth...) So the struggle with Brain vs Heart has always been a big one.... Many people know me....and I am out amoung many....but since reading and responding in bc....I have come more to understand that being a boylover and a predator are TWO different things... My beliefs and views have now changed....for the better I feel... My heart has won...My God has never left me...I left him...but he has always been there for me, and now I am there for whoever needs me... I have a YF, and we are not sexual....but anyone can see our deep love for each other...I, as the adult, have chosen not to be sexual with him...he wants to be sometimes...but that would be unfair for him at this point in his life....and I will not take advantage of his vulnerability(sp) I hope and pray that here at this forum.....that I just discovered !!! I will be helped and help in return........ wzzzy |