im back
Submitted by Pastor Paul on April 09 1999 at 04:56:02
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Its been a while since i been here. Been trying to sort out my life and work out where i stand with god. I hit rock bottom, with the help from my friends im on my way back up. but its been a real struggle. I love boys, im a nonsexuly bl. I like to cuddle, hug, etc. i like sex with boys, but its not no.1 on the list, The boys like it but i feel so guilty afterwords. i dont know why. i feel so dirty about it. so i dont have sex. but cuddling and hugging,I feel good about that. I think im going nuts trying to figer out things. I want to teach at a deaf school for kids. But i dont think im good enough, Its a on going battle with me. thanks for listen to me, i got to get to bed, Pastor paul. |