For the jm who replied to "God Rocks"
Submitted by Chris on May 07 1999 at 18:07:18
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Dear jm, First of all, I want to tell you that I am your brother in Jesus Christ and so I love you. I AM quite angry about your reply to my post, however. My friend, I am a boylover. I have been this way ever since I can remember. I did not ask to be this way, nor did I ever do anything to somehow make myself this way. It is simply a fact of life for me. I have had to accept it because I have found that there is nothing I (or any other human or human institution) can do to change it. I believe that God CAN change me but so far He has not done so. I do not pretend to know WHY He has not changed me but I have my theories. I am a boylover AND a Christian. I am a Christian because I have accepted the Lord Jesus Christ into my heart and into my life. "That if you confess with your mouth,"Jesus is Lord" and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you confess and are saved." Romans 10:9-10. I HAVE and WILL ALWAYS believe in my heart...with ALL my heart, that my sweet Jesus is Lord of ALL and Lord of my life forever. And I HAVE and ALWAYS WILL confess with my mouth that Jesus is LORD. I DO believe that Jesus is THE SON OF GOD, and that God has raised Him from the dead!! I am a boylover but I AM A SAVED BOYLOVER. I am a child of God and joint heir with Christ. John 1:12-13, Eph. 1:11-12!!!! I have my own copy of God's word and His word does NOT lie....it tells me in black and white, plain english, who and what I AM in Christ. On other thing about me, jm. I am celebate. I choose NOT to have sexual relations with children, boys, or anybody for that matter. I used to do this out of fear of the law, I did not want to go to prison. However, now I do it out of love and respect for the Lord. I also choose NOT to judge others for what they do because I know that it is God who has the rigt to judge, not me. I love boys with my HEART (and I love all other people with my heart as well) but my sexual desires have never left me. I DO masturbate because it helps me to deal with my sexual feelings in a good and safe way, a way that allows me to remain CELEBATE. I have also found that by being a boylover, I have a great way with boys and this HAS proven quite useful in leading some boys to the Lord. That is just what I was saying in my post the other day! jm, I hope you can take my post in the spirit of love that I have for you as a brother in Christ. I am angry that you said the things you did but I also forgive you for it. God loves you AND He loves me And He loves all of us. Remember that we are to love one another as He loves us. God bless you my brother. Your brother in Christ, Chris |