I hope you enjoy the wedding :) It's good to hear your family all still love you. I guess mine would too, but I wonder sometimes. Yeah, I'm sure they would still love me. Well, I hope God has a better idea of what I'm doing than I do. Here, I'll tell you more of what I saw in one of the other pubs. It was more for older men, most of them grey-haired and more or less respectable. I walked by to look around. Some of them looked at me as I went by, but not with lust, as it appeared to me, but more with interest, and I felt sure that if I were to sit down with them, they'd be happy to talk to me and pass on whatever wisdom their years had collected to me. I appreciated that thought. Having people who might truly be interested in help me to advance and grow. (In another café, this (older) guy by the door stared at me most moronically. So I said to him as I left "Well, am I sexy enough for you?" He muttered, "wha-what?". "Never mind", I replied, and continued on my way) Bye now, enjoy the wedding. Why is everyone getting married this year? I have some half-dozen friends getting married. Is it a conspiracy against me? Even my close friend from school days, whom I thought I would be able to talk to about gay things. Fod |