Hey Derrick, If you ever wake up and need a friend to chat with, maybe try posting on Boychat as well as here. BoyChat moves much faster than CBF and has many more participants. Chances are better someone will be online to help you there for immediate needs. I'm not saying that is a substitute for CBF. Indeed, much of my stuggles have been faught through and solved here. It's just that this board is a bit slower in its response to threads and posts. I wish you pleasent dreams and God's peace, Derrick. I'm sorry I wasn't able to reach you tonight. I love you SO much. Please don't forget that and the many here who feel the same way. Hugs to joy, Oliver |