Re: Sorry, I just can't stay here any longer...
Submitted by Witness on October 22 1999 at 13:39:01
In reply to Re: Sorry, I just can't stay here any longer... Submitted by Chris on October 22 1999 at 04:47:09
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Ok, Blue & Chris, look there are alot of people that want to understand and I am one of them. I apologize that my views are narrow minded at times, I can't explain why. It seems like you all have a better time explaining your point of view on things than I do on that. One thing you taught me today in reading your posts, is that you are all Christians. I am so proud of you for not judging me or being harsh w/me but instead you came across to me as Christians. I do realize that none of ask for the hand that has been dealt to us, I realize that is the case w/my stepfather. He years after the abuse was saved, at the time he was saved I was not. I being a Christian now, have no choice but to see him as God sees him no matter how hard it is for me. Yes it is a struggle, and ohh how I pray for you all. You are all so brave to come here, but this is a good thing. You need to support each other and pray for each other. I hope that one day I will understand more about this, maybe someday I will get to go back to college and study psychology like I want, and I am a wife/mother of 4 to ease the curiosity. I have been a friend to many a type person, and I am proud of it. My husband says I'm too gullible but I like to think its a gift from God to be able to forgive people truely from the heart and see the beautiful potential inside. You are all children of God, we are all made in His image, I can't understand what this is like for you all. I can only imagine, and I've tried understanding my stepfather, but as far as I know he doesn't seem to have a caring heart like you all have. Hang in there, this is your little peice of the web. |