KPK - I'm not really responding to these current posts actually (because I'm not sure what you are trying to say) but instead to a couple of your posts. I would suggest that you read the book of Job. One of the passages that comes to mind is from Job 3: 20"Why is light given to those in misery, and life to the bitter of soul, 21to those who long for death that does not come, who search for it more than for hidden treasure, The book of Job is all about trust and faith in God, when life seems so bitter and painful, you wish that you had never been born. I believe that God humbles every one of us until we proclaim our need for him. God created you and loves you very much, and would have no reason to put you on earth simply so that you could suffer. I pray that you will explore the fact that God loves you and created you in his own image, so that you could serve a special purpose. You are not alone. Ben |