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Very SeriousThoughts and Prayers

Submitted by KPK on November 30 1999 at 19:44:37
In reply to Thoughts and Prayers Submitted by Bach on November 30 1999 at 15:44:21


Bonjour Bach,

"Welcome to CBF. I can see that you are searching for authentic Christians as I am. It is often a struggle to live in this world and keep hope, but that is what Jesus asks us to do."

I am not new here. You had seen me being here a few times before within about a year since when CBF had begin. I asked them a few times before something like this, looking for something for a answer... Most cannot answer, neither those pastors who I argued with in Hawaii when I asked them why I was born being deaf. Yes, I am looking for real christians - children of God Himself, the truly ones. Not those fake ones who I had grown to detest very much since my youth, but I know they do exist, so few and far in between scattered all over. They are not in my area where I live for right now. Unless if I move away for good and find them.

"It is very difficult to find a good church. At least, that has been my experience. Often people talk about being loving and accepting and yet, when you watch the way they interact with each other, it seems as if the love they preach about is not practiced."

Yes, now you know why I called them as "ichabods". I don't recognize them anymore being so institutionized and conformed than in my old hippie boy days when a christian hippie group would put a street signs that say something like "Jesus Love you" or "He is coming back" on a rural old days country road (before they were all overdeveloped with yuppies' homes and yes, on that commune land too, now all gone. Ones who I resented painting for, as a house painter, until I quit doing it a year ago.) amid the milking cows... The ones who didn't believe in having a cleryman but sat in circle being barefooted and share the Bible passing around and quoted from it and held prayers together in the forest... Plain and simple. No church building at all. (I won't say foul languages because it's painful to remember them...) Very beautiful. They seemed to be so for real... All evaporated within the time by now. They don't exist now and I have to deal with those who are "ichabod" kinds, all that they are now left where I am. For me to deal with... Much to my own disgustment.

"We need God in our lives. Just recognizing that fact is an important first step. In our weakness we can find strength in the Lord. He will bear our pain and suffer alongside us. We are truly not alone."

My first step is... I know God was for real, He destroyed all by time of Noah's Ark and Great Flood. And now He will do the same again but through with False Messiah - Beast 666 and his False Prophet in its world's last days not long around the corner. That's is where I am waiting for... The Rapture. He is capable of destroying you not only by physical state but even your own soul in Hell - Sheol. Forever. I know that. He is very real... Hey, if you looked up to the starry universe (I am also a astronomer amatuer with a telescope) and heck... How do you reach them? Eons and eons away to infinite no end of the universe? Millions of starry shining stars and galaxies that seem never to end and goes on and on infinitely? I do have a big map of the universe that's 150+ trillion lightyears apart. And our solar system is only a tiny dot in it. In our physical states if we managed to reach any one of them, our Earth and all of the civilizations as we know it would be long cease to exist a few millllenniums earlier. Plain impossible. Only with God Himself when we are are in our own spiritual states, we can reach anywhere beyond infinitely by blink of our eyes - by speed of our thoughts. Only fools (A verse I remember somewhere in the Bible) would look up and say there is no God at all. Yes, He do exist. In the time when we become being kings of King, we will soon see all of that. To sit on our thrones with him next alongside. (That's why I called myself as Purple Panther Cat - The Native American way. Because color purple does represent that.) One Native American deaf woman friend had prohecied that to me five years ago and I do believe in her and never forgo tten her words for me. She said I would soon become be a great leader when I inherit it, of some unexplained and uncertain people that she cannot explain.

"We all need to be constantly renewed in life with Jesus. Letting His love flow through us to those around us is a big job. May His Spirit use you to bring love and peace to people close to you."

I don't know... I hope to have it now on this world while I am still here. If not... Here now or above? I really do believe it's near to the end of time for this Old World Order through with the Beast 666 himself. It is a very difficult time for all of us right now. It's not by turn of Century within 30 days from now. But later. I am not the one to predict it. Because Jesus said this: "No one know what hour it will be, neither I but only my Father know in Heaven." in the Bible. I only guess maybe around 2010's. The Beast 666 will soon rise out of the Europe through with European Union as a United States of Europe. After WW III with USA (West Coastland) and Russia (Magog - King of the North) invading Middle East (A sign is with their Chechnya War.) to North Africa before they will turn to the mountains of Israel where they will all fall there for good. Both will lose. Europe will rise as a sole superpower. With a "man" himself from there known as a Beast 666. A False Messiah who proclaimed himself to be a god of this world and conquer the world to bow down and worship him as a god. He is not a human man at all, as we know you and you know us. He is not what he appeared to be. He will... As a Seven Headed scarlet beast (With leotard spots all over and with seven lion heads with revesed pentgram on its chest saying "Cthulu 666".) that will rise of a very stormy dark rolling sea (of time) against a fiery sky, with iron teeths and claws ever ready to temple upon, and devour and destroy them all. With ten crowns on it heads and have ten horns, but one have a mouth to dominate this body image of a single world government. Seven heads meant seven hills of Rome. Check out the ancient history. That's a single world superchurch. It was... Well, predicted 2,500 yrs ago in Babylonian Empire time (Book of Daniel), beyond our time and space. From the above.

Maybe it's almost our time to go soon. I can't tell you if that's for sure. Be on your watch. I will mind my own. Such as your own also.

"I hope that you can find some love here at CBF. We Christian boylovers often feel on the outside of the church, and even the bl community. This is a place where we can be ourselves without fear of being attacked for what we believe."

Yes. For what await for us all from our time now in this present.

"I am praying for you."

Thank you. We all truly do need it for what will await for us ahead of our time,

KPK




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