Re: Ok... What if deaf gay christian boys really need
Submitted by Brian on December 12 1999 at 01:05:53
In reply to Ok... What if deaf gay christian boys really need Submitted by KPK on December 11 1999 at 17:22:57
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Hi KPK, Thank you for posting here. You are bringing an issue to the forefront. I really hope that you can help us to see our own faults in this matter, but I really hope that you could do it without "yelling" so loud. We are all kind of on the same level here. But, the one thing that we all want is to learn. That is what this forum is all about. Teach me how to be more open. Tell me what I need to do. Help me to broaden my horizons. I want to do a better job. I really want to learn, but I will tell you right now, I have a hard time listening to someone who is "YELLING." As I prepare to enter ministry, I don't want to repeat the mistakes of others who have hurt so many. I am not out there to hurt. If I screw-up like some who have gone before -then I condemn myself to hell. I mean that! I want to do good in this world - good for ALL who God has created. Not just those who are seemingly "perfect." I mean for ALL human beings. If I become selective on who I minister too, then I condemn myself to hell! I mean that too! I walk a very tight rope here. Help me out! I don't want to go to hell! You gave me a vision a few posts back that described heaven as a very beautiful place. I want to go there. I'm sure you can help us all out in some way. Don't just condemn us to hell without giving us the tools to do better. We need your help. God is certainly not just for the hearing people. He created you just the same as he did anyone else. God does not create people to be cast into hell just for the heck of it. That would be one sick god - one that I would not want any part of. The God I know is not like that at all. He creates each person differently, but none-the-less, He creates each one good. Good, not as human beings see it, but as God sees it. You need to show us God's vision of you - not the one that other human beings see. You have been hurt by so many - that has created a person that shows anger (justifiably so). But, God's KPK is better then that. Help us to come to know the KPK that God sees. God reigns, not human beings. Jesus died because we are not perfect - because we think that we rule the world. We don't, and when we think we do, that's when people get hurt. I ask a lot, I know, but let God work through you to help us be better human beings. We have a lot of love in us at this forum. Jesus really does lead us. All I ask is that you help us see how Jesus wants us to act. Just help us out a little! I know I will try. Thanks. Brian |