If you see my post at top "To tell you truths with apology", you'll understand. I had too much drinking last night when I posted those terrible messages. Booze does have its own devilish ways of bringing out your old pains and anger (like ghosts from your own past) as your demons, and making you being an borderline psychopathic. I think I best stay being offline for a few weeks until I recover myself first, and will you please say a lot of your prayers for me? It's for the best, KPK |