I have found support here.
Submitted by Cherub30 on December 20 1999 at 00:53:19
In reply to Hello Submitted by Ender on December 20 1999 at 00:07:24
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Hi Ender. I read and re-read your post and I am sorry that you feel as you do. I have to say that I have found a wonderful support group here. I am not a BL but my boyfriend is and I am really glad there is a forum like this and at BC where I can go to understand this better. I am a child of God. It took me a long time to understand that God can love me even though I am gay. He is the architect of this life I have and I think He made me this way. And He does not make junk. I know there are a lot of passages in the Bible that say homosexuality is wrong. I will not dispute that fact. But there are passages that say a lot of things are wrong. We fall short every day of being perfect people. I know I get on my knees every single day and thank God for giving me life. He also has given me wisdom to know truth. And I firmly believe that He loves me the way I am. I am not perfect but He still loves me. it might interest you to know that I have only been with one person my entire life. And I believe that person came into my life because God wanted it that way. I consider my sexuality to be a blessing and not a burden or a cross that I have to bear. I felt that way for too long and I was miserable. Now I know that the Savior went to the cross for me, too. I believe God talks to us all the time and never in the past four years since I have fully accepted who I am has He told me that I am in a lifestyle that is sinful or that I am doomed to a fiery hell. I guess you feel differently. That is up to you. I would never want to take your views away from you. I cannot say I agree with a lot of the new age stuff that is out there, either. I choose to let God give me wisdom to know what is right and what is wrong. He has never steered me in the wrong direction yet. I am gay and I am also a Christian that loves God very much. I am also a sinner. I continually ask Christ to wash my sins away. But when I do this, I never consider my sexuality to be a sin. Just my opinion. Take care and I hope you have a Merry Christmas. Cherub |