It's time for me to go now... Goodbye!
Submitted by KPK/PPC on January 14 2000 at 20:15:18
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To my friends, Tomorrow is the last day that I would be online before my 'Net access will be terminated permanently, and then I would be gone for long time from now. So I thought I'd post this now for this today because I don't know when it'll be cut off anytime by tomorrow. It was real experience for me in spending 2+ yrs with all of you online, and I had enough of that by now. I was being addicted to it too much. And I felt I am just being tired and burnt-out with it all and really need a real big break away from it all. It's for the best, just so I could focus better on getting my life B.S. be together and get going with it, without all this cyber baloney in my life. It could be a couple of months or so before you'd ever see me being back online. I may will be moving away again sometime this year too. Well, I don't have much to say to you except that I still protest against Free Spirits for keeping a senseless cruel 8 months old ban on me while they allowed Sadvocates like Bruce Pringlemier to post anywhere there, basically kissing their asses. I also understand that B.P. even made his place in Free Spirits history while for someone like me who didn't. I think there were some kind of corruption and incompetence within the FSC itself. They gave Jim and Whimscial some hard time too. Not to mention of experiencing some problems with other sites, with some real Sex-phobics (Sadvocates or SexNazis) stalking on me and gave me some hard time too. They'll never know where I'll be ever again after when I am gone. Basically, I gave up on it all and especially on Free Spirits too, and just move on with my own life into anonymous privacy, back to the way how I used to be better off 2+ yrs ago before I had gotten into this all and then went on a long downhill ride with it all to my being own worst by today. Pheonix can bend down and kiss his ass and to heck with Fireheart, and ditto to Kevin with his GBLM sh*thole too. And f**k my hypocrite fag big ex-boss of DQYC that I had helped to create and "babysat" it until a SexNazis snitched on me to him that I am a so-called "pedophile". In short, I am really tired of it all by now. Had enough. It's really an end of 2+ yrs of my KPK/PPC persona with you all, it's just time to bring an real closure on it all. I don't really know when I'll be back... Just in an case. Don't be surprised if I seem to vanish off the face of this world forever, never to be seen nor be heard from anywhere, ever again. I thank you to all of my friends who still stubbornly stuck by me through all of those bad time, and tried their best to help me, and you are certainly better human beings than some of other real morons and those who abandoned me as my former online friends. I love you all and may God bless you all. Especially to Dgennero, Jim, Whimsical, Kabouter, FOD, fidia, d of Texas, Hoby, Casey, Tabris, Babel-17, Boy, Heather, Chris, Bach, Jhonas, Chuck, honesty, Tangie... And few other more I may fail to remember to mention... Lastly, just don't worry about me what will happen with me later on after I am gone, just mind for yourself and your own life. You know, I am a tough sonofabitch who can survive anything for last 20 yrs and can and will do that again, and I know I can pull my B.S. be together and do a lot better with my own life... Hopefully toward my better future and happiness, and become being a better person than I am now. And perhaps, to finally be able to finish my college education and do a lot more from there. I wish you all the same, and you do deserve that too. I wish you all of the best of the life and happiness, and good health, no matter where you are and whatever you are doing. Whether it may be for your own personal T/BL life with someone, or not. As for me, I can't be bothered with my own gay/TBL matter for a while since it's too distracting thing for me personally when I need to take care of myself and my own life first before all of this stuff for much later time, I mean, like not looking for anybody nor getting into an relationship with anyone for a long while. I guess that is all I have say to you all. Goodbye with lot of my hugs and love to you all, KPK/PPC P.S. Only a very few of you do know where to remain in contact with me by non-Internet means. If you don't and, wish to do so, just ask other for it. Only if they know who you are first to be trusted with it. |