Hi H.S., I'm not sure what kept you away, but I can guess...because I have had that happen to me a few times too. It's wierd, but right when we need the Lord the most, sometimes we run away from Him. I think it is a reaction that has developed in us all, just one more left-over from our life in a fallen world. But Praise God, He is always faithful to us....He never, ever leaves us. I'm very glad you made it back here, brother. Welcome back! I Praise God you are here. He loves you more than you can imagine. Love, Chris |