Hi Bruce, I would just like to welcome you to CBF and, although I might not have a whole bunch to add to what my brothers have already said, I might have a feew things. First and foremost, I must tell you, NO, absolutey NO, there is nothing wrong with you at all. God does not make "junk", brother. He created you to be someone very special and good. The last thing God would ever want for you to do is to worry, or to walk around feeling bad about yourself. Remember that He isn't quite "through" with you here in this life. He is constantly at work in your life, to mold you and slowly turn you into someone who is just like Jesus. God is very well aware of your boylove feelings, and the way I see it, He must have a use for this, otherwise He would be taking it out of your life, which I doubt He is doing. Follow God with all your heart, brother, and He will guide you. He loves you more than you can imagine. Trust Him with your life, no matter what....He is trustworthy and will never, ever let you down. And keep coming back here as well, I myself have learned a LOT here, believe me. So, I just want you to know how very welcome you are here.....and I am glad to meet another brother in Christ! Love, Chris |